Updates, even when you’re not asking for them, because I know you’re wondering one way or another.
I’ve been back to the arts industry. But then again, it feels like I never really left. Okay, let’s call it a “pause”. As to why and how I’m here again, let’s find out together. For now, let’s see where this road will take me. Another roller coaster ride through arts and worlds yet to discover.
I have been entertaining words and emotions lately that I could not get myself to write anything. Sometimes when the person who talks to me has a personal attachment with me, I get too into it, hence the irrational decisions I make for them. I think I need a refresher course on Psychology or better yet, Psychiatric Nursing.
“I can see that you have so many problems,” someone said. When asked how, someone replied “I don’t know. Maybe it’s the body language, or the way you laugh or the way you look.” This is a conversation I never want to have.
Some people might be wondering why there are times when I do not speak to certain individuals no matter how close we were before. So to the people I left behind or to those who thinks and feels like I left them behind, I’m sorry. It’s just that I am not good in speaking that I do not know how to express myself in spoken language. If I ever stopped talking to you, I hope you know that I still think of you. I still care about your well-being, but right now, I am just…not up for conversations. With all the things that I am thinking about, I need to focus my energy and my mind for the urgent matters at hand. Keep in mind, nothing is wrong with you. This is all on me. Ciao. Hasta la proxima.
I may talk a lot about change and its benefits and whatnot. But you know me. I never really change. There are only teeny weeny additional to what I am today, every single day.
TWELVE: Art of War is still a Work in Progress. You may say that I am a ticking bomb when it comes to projects I do alone, that when the time is up, I explode and leave everything behind, just like that. No regrets. But when some people started a project with me, I feel like I cannot just explode just because my interest in it died along the process. Good thing about TWELVE: AoW is that I am into action stories where love is not the main concern of the protagonist. So, rest assured, TWELVE: AoW is still ongoing.
And after this post, you’ll be seeing more short stories (I think, I suppose, maybe, not sure). I guess it is that time of the year again when my literary soul is awake.
