What is one word that describes you?
That would be accurate, with the unstable behaviors I have on a daily basis.
I am happy now, but after a few hours, am wailing like a lost kid. I may like you today, but tomorrow I don’t. I want to do this and that for now, but after today, I’ll be too lazy to do it, after that I’ll want it again.
I can be friendly, cheery, and hyper now, but I can also be gloomy, indifferent, and silent in a snap. I’d want to befriend a lot of people today, but I could hate talking to people tomorrow. I can be too clingy at times, but I’ll be dreadful about it after some time.
I can talk to you a lot one day, like I really am interested in conversing, but I can shut down and not message you for weeks. But I’ll always check in on you, even when I’m quite exhausted. Just because.
I may want horror stories right now, but it can change tomorrow. With a lot of things like that, I think it’s not appropriate to ask me what I want cause it changes from time to time.
I think that people are weirded out because of this, and I think that’s one of the biggest reasons why I prefer being alone despite the fact that I cling to different individuals.
